New Beginning...

Wow, I never I thought I would be so bored that I would consider posting my inner thoughts for all of the world wide web to see. But here I am, wasting government money -- playing on the internet all day long. I really don't know what one is supposed to say; I suppose the first post is always the most awkward. Maybe I'll just share with you what I did over the weekend. On Friday night, Jesse and I hung out and went to go see "Wedding Crashers" with Vince Vaughn and Owen Wilson. The movie was really funny, so it was nice to get out. I'll be honest -- I was hesitant about hanging out with Jesse, because I've never hung out with just him before...there's always been lots of other people around. But we got along great, I don't know what I was worried about. I guess I was just being my normal paranoid self. On Saturday, I didn't do a whole lot. Grocery shopping, some gardening, cleaning, took Chief to the park -- it was just a lazy Saturday. I did watch "A Very Long Engagement" for the second time. That movie is so incredible. If anyone is reading this, you've got to go see it; Audrey Tautou is amazing. On Sunday I laid out at the pool for a couple of hours, enjoying the sun with my trailer park neighbors. Then Paxton called and we took the dogs up to Chewacla park for a swim. I wish I would have had a camera for Chief -- I must have the only Retriever who doesn't know how to swim. He would just splash and tramp around where he could stand up, chasing Champion, but he would get so frustrated that he couldn't go out further so he would just stand there and bark. For all of that, he looked like he was having a great time running around, getting wet and stinky. And I guess his mommy didn't have such a bad time hanging out with Paxton, even though she doesn't know what the hell she's doing hanging out with him. From past incidences, what I need right now is a real relationship, not just some random hook-up. For once in my life I actually feel like I'm ready to commit to a relationship -- And Paxton just isn't going to cut it in that department. I wish I had a little person sitting on my shoulder telling me what to do all the time...